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    12/5/2008

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    …寒风 随着降温悄然而至
    …这样极度需要温暖的午夜 我裹着厚厚的外套钻进单薄的出租车中
    …狭小的空间 司机和我
    …一个顾着开车 一个顾着思考
    …这样的状态已经持续了几个晚上
    …没有语言 累的一个字都不想出口
    …开始的没人支持我还言语反驳 为自己寻求最后一点心里慰藉
    …然而
    …如今已经开始自己咒骂自己
    …我在自杀
    …一点一点把自己吞噬!
    …这个过程冗长且过分的让我难过
    …我总是泪水湿了眼眶却湿不过脸颊
    …最终岂无奈二字了得!
     
    …时间就像沙漏
    …流失的永恒且毫无意义
    …我使劲的握着我的那把
    …妄想自己拥有金子或宝石
    …哪怕只是赝品
    …起码给我一点光亮
    …然而一切都是那么黑暗
     
    …我多想让自己变的自私一点 娇气一点
    …我多想让时间变的多一点 睡眠变的少一点
    …我多想让我的抱怨少一点 不平衡的平衡一点
    …我悔恨的是我知道自己想要的 却没办法兑现
     
    …我想 如果已经有了曾经没有过的想法
    …那就证明是时候了
    …那就证明这个想法在必要的时间给了我明确的方向
     
    listen to me:wait the time ……
     
     
     
     

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    Abby siewwrote:
    merry christmas n nice to meet you
    Dec. 15
    shuangwrote:
    很有诗意,写点小东西去发表吧.
    Dec. 8
    我也是 起初 找了好半天.才进的到别人空间.
    Dec. 6

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